BLUR'S BLOG

Aug 01,2026

I moved out of my parents place!!! I actually moved out a month ago, but so much has been happening that I forget that I have a blog.

Its been quite interesting living on my own (I technically have a roomate but they haven't moved in yet). I was ecstatic to move out, but also incredibly nervous. I had a lot of fears about finances, responsibilities, or if I would even be capable of handling being on my own. Despite it all though, I find I've actually gotten along quite well!

I find I've been able to adjust quite easily, and every new experience feels like a moment of growth and learning. I've been slowly filling my space with new things and everyday it feels more and more lively, and building new routines to fit my new space and environment; it gives me new reasons to carry onto the next day, which at times, was not always the case.

I'm so proud of my all that I've been able to do, and I'm excited for my future! ⸜(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)⸝

May 27, 2026

I learned recently that locusts are not a species of insect. Rather they are grasshoppers that wanted too much. That is an exaggeration. Locusts are the products of a series of very specefic environmental conditions that cause grasshoppers to go through a very extreme physiological change. A long drought must occure, followed by a very intense period of rainfall resulting in rapid vegetation growth. There are two types of grass hoppers; solitary and gregarious. When these specific environmental conditions occure, the rapid vegitation attracts the solitary grasshoppers. The fast crowding causes the grasshoppers to rub against eachother, which triggers a serotinen overdose over sorts. Once this surge of serotoninen is released it causes a physiological change, so drastic that most would not be able to tell that it was once a grasshopper. They grow far larger then any normal grasshopper. they grow wings, that allow them to travel far distances quickly. Theyre appetite increases.

I think I've been feeling a bit like a locust lately.

Dec. 20, 2025

I got a new job!! I'm now an evil transmasc linecook, so everyone better watch out. I love the hustle and bustle of the kitchen and the challange to learn and adapt makes me feel alive ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) !!

I'm so excited for this new chapter in my life, I feel like I'm entering the new year with so many new oppurtunities and experiences. I hope this new year is filled with learning, stability, and kindness. This past year has felt so uncertain and I often felt trapped in all of it, this year I'd like to move past that. The year of the Horse will be started in the new year, a year of freedom and transformation is upon us!

Sept. 03, 2025

I found a new bike!! On my way home from picking up my medication I biked past a house with a pretty notable pile of stuff and several posters saying “take me!”. I rummaged through the pile before very quickly finding the bones of an old supercycle 12 speed bike! I stood her up and quickly realized that she was the perfect size for me! I am exceptionally short so finding a bike on the street that just so happened to be the perfect size for me was just too much of a coincidence to me to pass up.

Once I got the bike home I did a once over to check what needed fixing. This is my first bike project so I’m probably missing a few things, but from my limited bike knowledge I know that I need to replace the chain, handle bars, tires & tubes. I also need to either learn how to fix the gears or go get my gears serviced.

Theres a community run bike shop in my city that I plan on going to tomorrow. This shop does a pay what you can program on thursdays so I’m hoping I can grab as much as I can with the budget I have.

I’ve been using my step-dads bike for a couple of years now, so I’m excited to get this bike rolling (so to speak). I’m already looking foreward to evening bike rides, especially as we move into autumn.

Aug. 22, 2025

Hello! Welcome to my blog :D. This is the first website I’ve coded and I’m using it to start a blog !!!!!!!!!! These past few months I’ve been spending a lot of time thinking about the way I connect to others, or rather how little I truly connect to others. I think this may be for multiple reasons but the main one that I’m most concerned about is my truly terrible communication skills. I’m hoping to use this blog as a means of developing my communication skills :D. I hope you have a good day, and go punch a fascist !